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16th January, 2009. 8:52 pm. queary for Hope


My story Hope’s journey is a story about a women who is driven from her home because of her special powers. The people from her town where afraid of her, after the death of her mother and the miscarriage of her child she is forced to start all over again. Along the journey she learns that the queen of this kingdom wants her dead for what she assumes is her powers. With the help of friends she discovers along her journey she discovers she is more then a daughter of the village prostitute she is a princess. Her friends include a man who can change into a giant bird Solan her boyfriend. Quin a doctor who is also a psychic, Kiva who can talk to the animals he used to be a spy for the queen until on a whim that he might betray her turned him into a wolf. Penelope, Quin’s older sister also a doctor who can turn invisible and pass though walls, she was also a spy at one point as was her husband Aron who is a shape shifter. Aries the sister of Solan, spent a number of years in a sex slave. Her brother thinking she was killed did not go after her until his two former partners Frank and Iago discover she was indeed alive and offer to help rescue her in exchange for Hope. While Solan refuses, unknowingly to him Hope agrees to the exchange, and while Aries is being rescued Hope surrender’s herself over to frank and Iago who were sent by the queen to find Hope. Along the way Iago discovers Hope is actually his daughter. Knowing she is his child both men debate on what do while Hope escapes and is brutally attacked by a man who used to be her friend. Saved by Solan Hope and him finally admit that they have feelings towards each other, and their relationship finally reaches the level of dating, with a new twist Iago chooses to stay with them and develop a father daughter relationship with Hope of his own. Iago eventually reveals a life that Hope never got introducing her to his mother reminding Hope of an adoptive family she left behind and she finally tells her friends that she wishes to return to her home town. When they return they discover Hope’s former lover did not parish when she fled crating a new complication to Solan and Hope’s relationship. After much debate and a bit of trouble that Hope gets into Hope chooses to stay with Solan not her former lover Jack. Jack although broken hearted by Hope’s decision decides that she is his only friend and to come along with her to protect her as well.

Eventually everything comes to a head and Hope after being taken by the queen then rescued by her friends that she cannot allow her aunt to remain in power, she finally agrees to remove the current queen and take her rightful place as queen.

There are several twists to this story for one, while it has the feel of an older place in time we actually learn though the course of the story that this actually takes place in the future. While I hint at it I do not actually reveal this is a future story line until they come across the remains of a ruined city. Also there are parts of the story were I hint of another story that is running parallel to Hope’s.

            In closing Hope is meant to be part of a series, I currently have two stories completed but Hope is the beginning, while Hope hints, my second story fills in what remains. I see this story being marketed to young women in there late teens early twenties. This concludes my Query.

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24th June, 2008. 4:20 pm. Rhythm in my heart

time keeps burning and moving, even if i want to hit the brakes. as time as progressed and changed things i have changed too. my life of the past is nothing but a speck. people and feelings have faded into black. people who i thought were my friends i have grown out of. some who i knew were my freinds prove it all the time. i feel its time to sever some old ties and start looking for new. three years, three years have gone by in a difference space, a different place and i have changed. i don't know if you see it in me, but i feel it in myself. life altering, life changing events have taken place, far way from the place i called home. the world is spining, the world is changing and now i am ready to be apart of it.  i am ready to embrace to rhythum of the world and the rhthyum of life. i hope to keep the ones i love close, in this world filled with uncertianty, but all i can do is hope, because in this turning burning world we are left to the whim of fait.

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23rd January, 2007. 9:33 am. my reality

as V-day approches and a celebrate another year alone, the reality of my life has finally set in. with no parents to nag me her are some of my conclusions. 
i may never find "the one" i maybe destined to be alone. so it is time that i start acting like that. i plan on this semester attempting to do some single activites. walking into the villiage alone, go out to dinner on my own. just learn to be comfortable with me. not since my senior year in high school have i had the oppertunity to be alone.  learning to become comfortable with myself as a single women should be my prioty, not finding someone. i know what some of you are thinking, and you are thinking i am isolating myself again. i guess this could be construde as one, however its not. it is me trying to become comfortable with my reality. my reality may always be solitude. i have to accept that fait and become comfortable with it.
in other efforts to improve my quility of life, i have started walking again, i am going to try and remember to take the camera with me all the time, so i can get pictures. thats another thing i plan on updating deviants pictures too so watch it, new paltz looks different with its first blanket of snow. if i bring the camera i have motivation to continue my walks. i just have to remember that there is ice around the pond, and to no matter how much i a tempted to not walk on the pond. 

still no updates on the car i will call them this afternoon to see whats up with it. 
thats it

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28th December, 2006. 12:31 pm. new years jounal

this jounal to be likely posted to devent livejounal and facebook.

reflection:
i have learned to:
not hold things back, when something is driving me down to reach out for help
routines are my enemies
not everyone around me is a freind and they can betray you just as easily.
that there will always be ppl i can count on for help.
when i have had to much to drink
never drink when sad
caitlin makes a great wing women.
that i have different kinds of friends part a freinds who help wheen me into a new place and type b freinds who end up staying my friends.
when to say no, i am to often used, then told i should do something and when i refuse i am accused of not doing anything to help.
i hate hospitals
i hate the health center on campus
and i hate crutches.

what i want to accomplish for the the next year:
i want to deacide what i want to do, prusue asain studies of finish my histroy degree.
China or japan. is a huge choice, i know china would give ma huge advantage, but my first love will always be japan. it is a choice i will have to make before the next fall semester.
excisise, i want to drop 10 pounds by the next year.
reduce stress: discover ways to relax, find a spot that i find some peace, i know it's hard around campus but i will find one.
i need to be more active in my life and campus.

thats it for now

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10th December, 2006. 9:01 am. frineds?

some of you know most don't i have encountered a difficult year, or at least half a semester. i will not devulge what has happened on this open forum. if you know already then good if you don't then maybe the time will come that i will reveal everything. lets just say there are worse thing then a fall, i just want to take the time out and thank the ones who always seem to come though for me.

Dan: you are the one i came to rely on the most this semester...i am not sure how that happened and i am sure you are wondering two. but you were the sounding board when i needed it, you never freaked out when i told you stuff that the others surly would have commited me for. thank you.

Reid: somehow you are always there for me, when i needed you. you were my chuffer twice when i needed a ride to various medical places. you are more then a freind you are a brother and i am not sure how i can ever repay you, other then a free hot meal everyonce in a while. i am truly blessed to have you and your brother in my life.

Cait: its always fun to be around you. it has been great having you as a class mate. unfortnaly you learned batman doesn't always compel me lol. and you were fun to have a drink or two with. i look foward to our next drink.

Tyler: i sware you are always there to make me laugh or comfort me. there are no words for joy i feel that you have remained in my life dispite our past, i am glad we can continue as freinds. waffles=muffins

Casey and Sue. i out you togehter because i truly miss hanging with you guys. casey you can make me laugh when i need it. i am sure you guys don't know everything that has been going on with me but i do concider you guys freinds. and there will be no ruining of x-mas i will be there and i will see if i can;t barrow my mommys bells so i can be there with bells on.

Matt: my second brother i am sorry for the misunderstanding and i have missed you terribly. i should know better. i will take with me that batman keeps kryptonite in his pants and spiderman and nightwing are sexy. i look foward to parting with you, or just haning out with you again over the brake. call me when ever and i will try to call you more, i want to hear about the last party

Lynn: where ever you are. have a very marry x-mas and a safe trip home.

i have been thinking long and hard what to say about the next two both have hurt me and probally won't even read this but i must say it.

Josh: how dare you saw i don't care about you, yes i called you a name which i appoligised for but when you went missing i was in a borderline panic down here. i use humor to disguise many things. and remember i called and talked with you quite a while after you returned. how many others called you on you b-day just to say happy b-day. if not wanting to help you though your issues while i have my own to deal with makes me a bad freinds then fine i am a bad freind.

Rae: you betrayed me, you took our conversation and went to josh and made me sound like the bad guy while you come off as the hero. there has got to be a time when you stop holding his hand. i understand you are a long way away from us, and disconnected from alot of ppl. but what you did was an act of betryal.

i have nothing more to say to you two you both owe me an applogie.

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14th November, 2006. 9:16 am. dear santa 2006

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In January I set [info]speck_cat's puppy on fire (-66 points). In June I helped [info]onthestack316 across the street (6 points). Last Thursday I pushed [info]rouko in the mud (-17 points). In September I donated bone marrow to [info]speck_cat in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Monday I farted in an elevator (-6 points).

Overall, I've been nice (217 points). For Christmas I deserve a Wii!

Sincerely,
sailornight6

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a wii T.T

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8th November, 2006. 11:35 pm. le sigh

to be honest i do it to myself, i get my hopes up to only be dashed. i need to learn to be ok with being single and i thought i was, but i start hearing my freinds talking about anniverseies, getting dates, hooking up. i can't help feeling a little left behind. i know there are thousands of people are single, and on this campus were the ratio is 60% female the odds are agianst me. i have done alot of changing and i am hoping to keep on changing because i am not happy with this stalemate i am in. i busy myself with school work, and clubs but i still feel an emptiness when i am all alone.
this could be just a random let off steam since the con. my power down from the con. my high is gone and i am feeling just a little warn at the moment

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30th October, 2006. 4:15 pm. hate me today

i have been really hurt my some one i once called freinds. when we frist meet, he was practiclly a brother, some one i could rely on when the chips were down. and he always was until recently. i know i lives have changed and we are more distant now. but he would out right ignore me, made me feel that i was bothering him just for talking to him. i feel so hurt i don't know if i even want to talk to him. i don't know why this hurts so much, i once concidered him one of my best friends, some one i even admit i wasn't sure how i felt for him i dare say i may have even loved him at one point. but to be rejected by him is knife in my heart, something i hadn't felt in a long time. it is not something i want to go into that is the past.
so i say this, i will close my heart to him. i will block my heart and block him out, i know this sounds extreme, but i don't let people get the chance to hurt me twice.
so goodbye former freind. and when you look back one day relize it was you who severed this tie not me

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25th October, 2006. 2:47 pm. i am an original

there is no one like me in the world this website told me so. thank god for shitty immagration officals in the 20's lol


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27th September, 2006. 7:01 pm. superhero

Your results:
You are Spider-Man
Spider-Man
80%
Green Lantern
70%
Superman
65%
Hulk
55%
Catwoman
55%
Batman
50%
Supergirl
50%
Robin
47%
Iron Man
45%
Wonder Woman
40%
The Flash
35%
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